one out of 99 problems.

i'm exausted.
mentally & physically.

it seems like when i put my ALL into something,
i don't get much out of it.

honestly, i've been giving this whole science major thing 200%.
tutoring almost everyday.
studying 4 & 5 hours a day.
practice problems.
extra reading.

but my grade isn't exactly an exhibition of this.

conventionally, i'm not one to just give up,
but the odds of my success in chemistry is low.

sure.
mathematically, i can pass.
but realistically, i'll continue to do the same (not well).


so what to do?
TRY & fail or fail w/o TRYING.
either way i fail.
i've never been a quitter.
but this is all so stressful & i don't know if i can deal with it anymore.

...this along with other things.